Thursday, October 26
i cant be too nicei cant avoidi only cant vent my fustrations elsewherei can only forget my troubles thennow i cantnow its wrong tooso, what can i dowhat should i do.yeah yeahOBSJesus is so gooda year of dreams fulfilledthough i didnt do as expectedits not too late to start afreshi just have to stop giving myself excuses that theres still alot of timei just have to stop giving in to peer pressurei just have to stay disciplineplease give me a chance to promoteplease give me a chance to stay in singapore and get an airforce scholarshipdreams fulfilled dreams fulfilled DREAMS FULFILLED! :D
drummer princess departed19:28
Wednesday, October 25
i see gracesealed by your sacrificei see lovereaching for meprecious bloodwashes and santifieshealing flowswashes me cleani see grace
drummer princess departed05:47
Sunday, October 22
at the cross i bow my kneeswhere your blood was shed for methere's no greater love than thisyou tore the veilyou made a waywhen you said that it is done
drummer princess departed12:39
Saturday, October 21
hurt, torn and disturbed.you did it and you better not regret.wheeeee! change of plans lah omgosh.mommy seem to be more relenting.maybe if i did well in my promos, i shall try to persuade her to let me stay in singaporeJesus, this is your plans for me.great plans sealed in Your name.to stay or to go. anyway im blessed.so i shall not worry!feeling troubled but i cant say it.i feel suffocated.in rest there comes perfectionGod created the world out of restGod will not fail me when i put my trust in Him"even when you fail mei know you love me"guilt will stop the blessings from being receivedGod will put me before the kingsnot too stressed to be blessed
drummer princess departed21:39
Thursday, October 19
ive been thinking.what will life be like after ive gone to aus.what will school be like?what if i dont dare to socialise?what if yixin is not yixin anymore.hmmm.i'll miss pjcTKD not pjc.i'll miss tkd trainings on wed, fri, and sat.i'll not be able to go science centre to do cip.i'll miss my class.and i'll never get to go on class outing unless i come back just in time :/i'll miss bickering with minyi to, from and in class.i'll miss teasing peizhen and seeing her laugh and get so worked up.i'll miss laughing at yiling and geeting upset when she bangseh us.i'll not get to ask sihui if i dont understand anything and see her get irritated with me which made me work faster.i'll miss eewei's crankiest jokes. and her endless attempt to tease me too.i'll miss nisha constant teasing and us never-getting-to-eat-cos-we-were-laughing-so-hard timesi'll miss fangxian arousing me all the time, teasing me about lk.i'll miss tsuyin being my lab partner and us always trying to catch up with mrs tong while talking nonstop.i'll miss yongqi's laughter which is like so funny.i'll miss devi's jokes which are like super cold and not funny yet makes me want to laugh at the same time.sigh. i think im really in love with s09 subconsciously.just that i dont say it.i miss my exco.i'll miss working with you guys.spending extra effort to make the leaving batch feel attached.spending extra effort o make birthday people feel loved.making coach stanley yeo feel like a part of us.planning to boycott li yanyanTRYING to accept li yanyanxiu xiusminyiliyanbaolinganthonyjuanchensikaimikhailjasoni'll miss church and all.melissa ng, jonathan ong, jarett, jeremy, timothy, hogan, justin, liling, melissa chem(though we dont meet often)shirmainelover, evangeline, lynn kok, dora, charissa, lydia, jonathan, jarett, jerliang, ernie, parry, bryan, weiheng, johnnyMAN, nick, gideon, daniel gabriel, dionjolene, anjolene, dean kum didi, pierson, jonathan boy, denise ng, denise loh, beryl, gillian, the two sisters, omgosh lots lots more lah!my cousins- so many.precious people staying in my heart,i'll bring with me.
drummer princess departed13:44
Sunday, October 8
the haze is so bad and i have to tolerate with the smoke youre contributing.cant you be more considerate?! is smoking that pleasurable and addictive you cant even control yourself?you dont care about yourself care about your kids can.passive smoking is like dont know how many times more harmful than directing smoking lah!OHMYGOODNESS "/plus its like super ex to get a box of cigarettes lah. cant you even save on it?!thisisntwhatiwant,i lied.
drummer princess departed11:24
Saturday, October 7
just wanna say a simple thank you to you.it was enjoyable.
drummer princess departed19:24
Thursday, October 5
HYPE IS BORNED TODAY '051006 1217hrsof course there's sihui, yiling, yixin, peizhen, minyi! (:WE"LL HYPE YOU UP! hah.ultimate coolness.
drummer princess departed21:18
ARIES MARCH 21 to APRIL 20
Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologize, which makes them easier to forgive.i cant stand it.im seriously gonna blow.one day i'll really really explode.i wanna scream.....
Monday, October 2
i wanted to wait till after promos.this had to happen.totallyslutish//letshateme.thanks wanling.iloveyouso. (:
drummer princess departed20:40
i cant! i cant!
its just too selfish!
stop it ]"utterly miserable
Sunday, October 1
C.
你是屬於草香形象
你擁有非常堅強的意志,不依賴他人,給人獨來獨往的印象。你擁有旺盛的好奇心與豐富的感受性,是個過著知性生活的現代人。驟看下你是個自命清高,不好相處的人,但是一旦跟你交談後,就知道你很好相處,等到交情加深之後,就更知道你其實擁有很爽快的個性。你所擁有的中性化魅力,讓你不論在男性團體或女性團體都大受歡迎,不過你不喜歡讓人看到你脆弱的一面。你外表上看來也許很冷靜,但實際上卻是熱情如火。能夠知道你真正本性的人,才能夠跟你天長地久地交往下去。
hmm. maybe maybe not.
i shall learn my guitar. yes i shall.
grant my departure
with no hard feelings
but i rather it so
drummer princess departed16:22